Video by Utpal Marshall
On March 3rd 1979, Sri Chinmoy completed his first marathon in Chico California in a time of 4:31:34. Each year since then, his students in New York and around the world have honoured him by running the 26-mile distance.

Video by Utpal Marshall
On March 3rd 1979, Sri Chinmoy completed his first marathon in Chico California in a time of 4:31:34. Each year since then, his students in New York and around the world have honoured him by running the 26-mile distance.
Sri Chinmoy delivers a lecture, entitled ‘Kundalini Yoga: The Mother-Power’, at New York University in New York, NY, USA.
Sri Chinmoy delivers a lecture, entitled ‘Forward!’, in the Union Cinema, at the University of Wisconsin in Milwaukee, WI, USA.
Sri Chinmoy completes 347 paintings in 24 hours in Jamaica, New York, USA.
Sri Chinmoy offers a concert at the Tempe Community Centre, in Tempe, AZ, USA.
A feature article about Sri Chinmoy is published under the banner ‘Hinduism in America’ in the Indian English-language weekly news magazine, The Illustrated Weekly of India.
Sri Chinmoy composes his ‘Seven Thousand Pounds’ song in honour of his pinnacle weightlifting achievement.
Sri Chinmoy meets with Vladimir Petrovsky, UN Under-Secretary-General for Political Affairs, in New York. Later that evening, Sri Chinmoy meets for an hour with President Gorbachev’s daughter, Irina Virganskaya, at the Grand Hyatt Hotel in Manhattan, New York, NY, USA, before she flies back to Russia the next day.
Sri Chinmoy lifts 11 Chinese residents at the Hilton Hotel in Nanjing, China. He also gives a short esraj performance.
by K. K. Madhavan Nayak
by Radha Ramachandran
OF all the visionaries and seers who have carried Mother India’s gospel to Western shores, none has transformed America’s image of the traditional guru more profoundly than Sri Chinmoy. Author, poet, composer and artist, Sri Chinmoy has dazzled America with an outpouring of creativity, blazed a new trail at the UN with his twice-weekly meditations for diplomats and, more recently, become well known in the sports world because of his penchant for running marathons.
At the same time, he has avoided the pitfalls that have tarnished so many of our country’s spiritual expatriates. He never charges any fee for his meditation instruction or public lectures. He requires the highest spiritual standards of his disciples, turning away many would-be devotees who fail to make the grade. Moreover, his own disciplined life has won the respect of cynical journalists, artists, university professors and Government officials across America. The prestigious library reference work, Current Biography, calls him “probably the most respected exponent in the West of Bhakti Yoga.”
In Sri Chinmoy’s hands, Bhakti yoga has become a dynamic integration of Eastern and Western ways, for the guru believes that the highest spirituality includes not only inner Self-awakening but also outer God manifestation.
Carrying this philosophy to its logical conclusion, he has become the founder and foremost practitioner of a new 20th-century style yoga which uses the power of spirituality, not only to illumine the consciousness of seekers, but also to reveal and manifest the Divine in the outer world through art, music, poetry, sport and all aspects of life.
Eloquent Testimonial
No dry statement of philosophy can be more convincing than the sheer force of personal example and Sri Chinmoy’s own life serves as an eloquent testimonial to the creative energy of this yoga. During the 18 years he has been living in the US, he has become known as a modern-day “Renaissance Man” of the Western world.
He has written 400 books of spiritual poems, plays, stories, essays and questions-and-answers — including a volume of 843 poems done in 24 hours using yogic powers of concentration. He painted 140,000 works of art, which have been exhibited in a number of museums and galleries in the US and Europe. And he has composed more than 3,000 Bengali and English devotional songs, which makes him one of the most prolific song-writers in the world. His music has come out on several record albums and has been performed at concert recitals throughout North America, Western Europe and Australia, including Carnegie Hall and Lincoln Centre in New York.
“Each painting, each poem, each thing that I undertake is nothing but an expression of my inner cry for more light, more truth, more delight,” he declares.“If one painting of mine inspires a seeker to lead a better or higher life, then I shall feel that I have succeeded.”
Reclining in an easy chair in his unpretentious, two-storey wood-frame home in Queens, New York, his eyes half-closed in meditative calm, Sri Chinmoy gives every appearance of living in a world of endless time. Yet, even as his soft, melodic voice answers a visitor’s questions, on some other level a tempest of energy is working inside him.
Sri Chinmoy calls his works Jharna-Kala or Fountain Art. “Like a fountain, this art flows spontaneously,” he says. “Constantly, something is coming to the fore and giving me infinite inspiration. Sometimes, when I look at my own hands, I don’t believe it. It’s like watching a machine. They are just dancing. It’s not that I am seeing how much I can do. Only the inspiration is just carrying me.”
His Jharna-Kala paintings have won him several art awards and one of them — dealing with a UN theme — was selected by the Government of India for presentation to UNlCEF in honour of the International Year of the Child.
Involvement With UN
Sri Chinmoy’s involvement with the UN dates back almost a decade — to the spring of 1970, when he was first invited to begin conducting meditations for peace for delegates and staff officials. He has also been the inspiration behind a number of colloquia and conferences at the UN which have brought together diplomats, high UN officials and world religious leaders for discussions on world peace. Ambassador Zenon Rossides from Cyprus has said of him: “His work is far more important than all the conferences of the UN. It’s far more important than all the declarations of the UN.”
New York Daily News reporter Tom McMorrow described one of his UN meditation sessions thus: “He ascends the pulpit and chants three times ... After the chant there’s silence: the yogi, in a trance, looks out over the people and, as he gazes into one pair of eyes after the other, there would seem to be a sound in the air, though there is not. Certainly something is there.”
During the 45 minutes or so the meetings last, there is seldom a rustle, or even a cough heard in the audience, and the diplomats and the UN officials seem immersed in the silence. The only movement comes from Sri Chinmoy’s eyes, as occasionally the pupils roll back and disappear behind his upper eyelids, so that all that is visible are two slits of white. At times his mouth may drop open and a tiny air-bubble will form between his lips, for a minute or two, he stops breathing. Then he comes out of his samadhi trance, pranams and the meditation ends.
Such meditations one might expect to find in some secluded spiritual enclave, high in the Himalayas, and not amid the hustle and bustle of modern American life. Those who have “discovered” Sri Chinmoy in America’s urban capital have been, as might be expected, singularly impressed.
Dr A. Alagappan, Secretary of the Hindu Temple Society of North America, commented: “When a person becomes perfect, he wants to shed the benign radiance on others. While India has many holy people who have been able to do this, we in New York are blessed with one person who has been silently and steadfastly doing this. This is Sri Chinmoy.”
L. L. Mehrotra, formerly India’s Consul General based in San Francisco (and Sri Chinmoy’s one-time boss when the latter worked in the Indian Consulate during his early years in America), said of him: “Sri Chinmoy belongs to that stream of thought and sentiment which has shown us The Light for ages ... I know that, even after I and you and everyone is gone, his voice and his message will be with us, for that is the Message Supreme to which I bow.”
The Master Lecturer
Sri Chinmoy’s reputation has spread into the academic community as well. The Master has lectured at over 150 universities in the US, as well as many in Europe and Australia. During a visit to California he was named an honorary visiting scholar at the Pacific School of Religion, a part of the Graduate Theological Seminary in Berkeley, California. And when he presented a complete collection of his works to the Harvard Library, Dean Krister Stendahl of the Harvard Divinity School lauded his writings as a “significant piece in that wonderful puzzle of the totality of human religion.”
From the academic world to the sports world might seem like a long jump, but not for Sri Chinmoy, who excelled in this particular event and was decathlon champion during his teenage years in the Sri Aurobindo Ashram near Pondicherry. Sri Chinmoy sees sports, particularly long-distance running, as a perfect spiritual metaphor. The runner sprinting to the finish-line evokes the image of the spiritual seeker running towards the Supreme Goal; and the athlete’s one-pointed effort to surpass his previous achievements. Sri Chinmoy feels it represents the aspirant’s eternal striving for even greater spiritual perfection. “The real winner,” he says, “is not the one who wins the race, but he who loves to run sleeplessly and breathlessly with God, the Supreme Runner.” The guru has discussed his sports philosophy with such figures as boxing star Muhammad Ali, Olympic triple gold medallist Emil Zatopek and champion marathoner Don Ritchie.
Spiritual Athletics
As might be expected, Sri Chinmoy has encouraged many of his disciples to participate in sports. His Sri Chinmoy Centre has sponsored a number of public races in the US, Canada, Britain and Australia — including two full marathons. The spiritual teacher has also inspired his students to carry out noteworthy athletic events along spiritual themes — such as the famous 9,000-mile “Liberty Torch” relay run across the length and breadth of America to celebrate the country’s 1976 Bicentennial. The runners carried aloft a flaming torch, which was passed from runner to runner to symbolise the rekindling of spiritual values in the US. As a result all of these activities the popular Runner’s World magazine awarded Sri Chinmoy a citation in 1978 for “dedicated service to humanity through the promotion of running.”
Practising what he preaches, Sri Chinmoy is an active sportsman himself, averaging about 70 miles a week of running. In the morning, one can usually find him playing tennis at a local high school, where some hundred of his disciples gather each day before work for sports practice, meditation, and prasad.
It was during his ashram days that Sri Chinmoy developed the habit of sleeping only an hour or two a night, drawing the energy and rejuvenative power he needed from meditation. He entered the Sri Aurobindo Ashram at the age of 12, remaining there for 20 years. During this period he had many deep inner experiences and developed the capacity to enter into Samadhi and communicate with God at will. He remained in Pondicherry until 1964, when an inner command directed him to come to the West.
Quality, Not Quantity
Since then, some 60 Sri Chinmoy Centres have been established across the US, Canada, Puerto Rico, Europe, Australia and Japan. Even so, the Master’s following remains relatively small, since he accepts only those prepared sincerely and wholeheartedly to embrace the spiritual life. For his disciples that means regular morning and evening meditation, a vegetarian diet and abstinence from all drugs alcohol and cigarettes. Chastity is required, except in cases where the disciple is married.
“I’m not interested in collecting thousands of disciples,” he explains, “I’m interested in quality not quantity. When I accept a person as a disciple I take full responsibility for his spiritual life and I make an inner promise that I will take his soul to God. I want only sincere dedicated seekers.”
“There are other gurus and other paths to God,” he continues. “My path is the path of love, devotion and surrender to the Almighty Supreme. First we have to love God. Then we have to devote ourselves to Him alone. Finally comes surrender. This is the last stage. We place our life at God’s Feet and we say: ‘No matter what you want to do with my life, I am ready.’ When we surrender our very existence to God, we become everything that God has and everything that God is.”
To the Western world, with its emphasis on individual freedom, such a philosophy of spiritual surrender is difficult to accept. Whether the West is ready yet for the traditional-style discipline that illumined Indian seekers through the centuries remains to be seen.
But Sri Chinmoy transforms this discipline into a philosophy and lifestyle that Westerners respect and, if any of our modern spiritual teachers will bring America to the highest Vedic realisations, there is a good chance that it will be India’s own Sri Chinmoy.
Published in THE ILLUSTRATED WEEKLY OF INDIA, FEBRUARY 14, 1982
Seven Thousand Pounds, I have reached my goal!
My poor body smiles through my rich soul.
God in Heaven, God on earth asks me one thing.
Oneness-fulness-song, am I ready to sing?
Published in Weightlifting Songs
by Sri Chinmoy
the first in a series of four lectures on Kundalini Yoga on consecutive Wednesday evenings given at New York University, at the invitation of Dr James Carse, Chairman of the Religion Department
Do we want to follow the path of Kundalini Yoga? Then we must not sleep. We must not sleep in the world of darkness and night. The world of darkness weakens our inner potentialities. The world of night destroys our outer possibilities. When our inner potentialities are weakened, our life becomes miserable. When our outer possibilities are destroyed, our life becomes unbearable. Where can our inner potentialities safely grow? Our inner potentialities can safely grow only in the heart of the Mother-Power, Kundalini. When can our outer possibilities be effective? Our outer possibilities can be effective only when we are at the feet of the Mother-Power, Kundalini.
Do we want to follow the path of Kundalini Yoga? Then we must possess an adamantine will. We must be brave in the world of ignorance and inconscience. Ignorance compels us to be helpless and useless. When we feel useless, the Mother-Power in us feels helpless. When we feel helpless, the Mother-Power in us untiringly encourages, inspires and illumines us out of Her infinite Compassion.
Do we want to follow the path of Kundalini Yoga? Then we must love. We must love the Mother in us, love the Mother before us and love the Mother around us. The Mother in us is soulful. The Mother before us is beautiful. The Mother around us is powerful. We need the Mother of Soul to play the Cosmic Game of Life. We need the Mother of Beauty to sing the Cosmic Song of Life. We need the Mother of Power to dance the Cosmic Dance of Life. The Game of Life energises us. The Song of Life enlightens us. The Dance of Life immortalises us. Our energy is for the world to use. Our enlightenment is for the world to glorify. Our immortality is for the world to treasure.
Do we want to follow the path of Kundalini Yoga? Then Power must come first in our life and Power must come last in our life. When Power divine is our first choice, fear leaves us. When Power divine is our last choice, doubt leaves us. When fear leaves us, we become what we wanted to be: divine warriors. When doubt leaves us, we become what we originally were: the Universal Self.
Do we want to follow the path of Kundalini Yoga? Then we have to feel that each second of our life is as important as a whole year. And we have to realise that each year is filled with as many opportunities as there are seconds. Each second carries us either towards realisation or towards frustration. Each year carries us either towards the transcendental Truth or towards the abysmal falsehood.
Truth tells us that we are God's chosen children. We need God to reach the Highest and God needs us to manifest the Highest. Falsehood tells us that we are death's instruments and that death needs us badly. The transcendental Truth beckons us. The abysmal falsehood frightens us. When the transcendental Truth beckons us, we feel that we are none other than the Supreme. When the abysmal falsehood frightens us, we feel that we are the eternal slaves of ignorance, inconscience and death.
Do we want to follow the path of Kundalini Yoga? Then we need purity in thought and purity in action. With a pure thought, we build the strongest and largest palace of love and fulfilment. With an impure thought, we break down and demolish the strongest and largest palace of love and fulfilment. We give birth to a pure and divine thought when we feel that we are of God and for God. We give birth to an impure, undivine thought when we feel that we are of ignorance unknowable and for ignorance known and unknown. With a pure action we become the life-saver of the aspiring world. With an impure action we become the life-destroyer of the entire world.
Do we want to follow the path of Kundalini Yoga? Then we have to know that our essence is the Delight-power of Heaven and our existence is the Peace-power for earth. With the Delight-power we begin. With the Peace-power we end.
Published in Kundalini: the Mother-Power
A lecture by Sri Chinmoy
in the Union Cinema at the University of Wisconsin, Milwaukee, Wisconsin
Dear seekers of the highest Truth, dear sisters and brothers of the spiritual family, as we all know, each state has a motto of its own. To my deepest joy the motto of your state, Wisconsin, is very significant in the spiritual life. Forward. To me, “forward” is not a mere word or an idea, but a secret and sacred key to open God's Door.
Forward. There can be nothing as significant as moving forward in our life of aspiration. The Vedic seers of the hoary past uttered a significant mantra: Charai veti, “Move on, forward!” We shall move forward towards the farthest Beyond. Today we are in the Dream-Boat; tomorrow we shall touch the Reality-Shore. Forward, ever forward.
We are all seekers; we are all in the world of spirituality. To me spirituality is a one-way road that leads us to our destination. Once we start our journey, we may stumble, we may walk slowly, we may march or we may run fast, faster, fastest towards our Goal. There may come a time when we proceed backwards on our way towards the Goal, but this is only a temporary experience. After a while we go forward again.
We do not belong to the past; we belong to the future, the future that grows and glows in the immediacy of today. I tell my students that the past is dust no matter how much we have achieved in the past or what we were in the past. The past has not given us Truth, Light and Bliss in infinite measure. Therefore, we can and must expect these things only from today, or from the future that is looming large in the heart of today.
In the spiritual life we come to realise that we have four good friends: simplicity, sincerity, humility and purity. With the help of these friends, we move forward.
Simplicity-friend wants us to be as simple as possible. It tells us that our mind makes us feel that God is very complex, but actually He is very simple, simplicity itself. Therefore we, too, have to be simple in order to receive and achieve Him.
Sincerity-friend tells us that God is all sincerity. Although we do not know or understand His operation, His way of working in and through us, still God is very sincere. Therefore we, too, must be sincere in order to be God-like.
Humility-friend tells us that God is very humble. Although He is the Highest, the Lord Supreme, His Humility-power and Oneness-power make us feel that if we, too, are humble, one day we will be able to reach the Highest. God is like a tree. When the tree has no fruit, it stands erect and may look proud and haughty. But when the tree is laden with fruit, it bows down. So God, who is always full of inner fruits, bends and bows so that His children can climb up the tree and eat to their heart’s content.
Purity-friend tells us that God is all purity. It tells us that our living breath must be purity’s flood if we want to hold, cherish and treasure the Presence of God within us.
When we are sincere in our forward journey, we see that our road is very straight. When we are simple, we feel and we see with our inner vision that the road is sunlit. When we are humble, we feel that the road is short and, at the same time, shortened still further by the Grace of God. When we are pure, we see clearly with our inner vision that the ultimate Goal itself is running towards us as we are running towards the Goal. And our meeting place is where the finite unites with the Infinite.
Charai veti! “Move on, forward!” There was a time when we were in the mineral world, but when the necessity came from within, we moved on and entered into the plant world. From the plant world, we moved on into the animal world. From the animal kingdom we entered into the human kingdom. Now it is our inner urge that will lead us to the Divine Kingdom.
In the mineral world, the ruler is Ignorance-Emperor. In the plant world, the ruler is Ignorance-King. In the animal world, the ruler is Ignorance-Commander. In the human world, the ruler is Ignorance-Captain. In the Divine World, the ruler is the Light Supreme of the ever-transcending and ever-fulfilling Beyond.
We move forward on the strength of our outer and inner education. Outer education at times fails to tell us that there is something called inner education. Or it happens that outer education discourages us from entering into inner education. Now, outer education has to offer what it has and inner education has to offer what it has. But it sometimes happens that when we have too much outer education we accumulate too much world-information and not so much knowledge, not to speak of wisdom. At this time we find it difficult to enter into the world of inner education. Again, too much of the intellect, too much of the physical mind surcharged with doubt, fear, anxieties, worries and other discouraging elements, makes it difficult for us to enter into the inner education and make progress.
We need the mind, but only the mind that listens to the heart, for the heart listens to the soul. Otherwise the mind, the vital and the body become unruly members in our spiritual family. So we have to try very hard to stay in the heart, since this heart has to listen to the eldest member of its family, the soul. Similarly, the mind must listen to the heart, the vital must listen to the mind, and the body must listen to the vital. In this way, the spiritual family can grow together and fulfil the message of the Absolute Supreme.
From the inner education we come to realise that Truth and Wisdom-Light are already within us. But sometimes we need help convincing our outer being that we do have within us what we actually seek. In outer education, we feel that the knowledge is somewhere else and we have to search for it and get it. In the inner education the ultimate Knowledge, the Wisdom-Light, is all within us, but somebody has to convince us of this. The inner teacher tells us, “Inside you is the treasure, inside you is the box, but unfortunately you have misplaced the key. It is your treasure and not mine. It is your box and not mine. But I will show you where the treasure is and, if you want me to, I will also help you open the box. Once you open the box, all the treasure will be yours.” The inner teacher is like a river. Just follow the river and it will take you to the sea, which is your own Reality, your own Divinity, your own Immortality.
Before we enter into the spiritual life, we are small people. Once we enter into the spiritual life, we are great people. But after we start making real progress in the spiritual life, we become good people. A small man never thinks that he is small. A great man thinks that he is great. A good man thinks that he is neither good nor bad. He sees that he is just an iota of Light, just an iota of Truth, while God is the infinite sea of Light and Truth. When we make real progress, we come to know how small, how insignificant we really are. But again, there comes a time when the finite, the infinitesimal drop, merges into the ocean of Truth, Light and Bliss and becomes the vast ocean itself.
The small man is afraid of moving forward because he feels that the unknowable may destroy him altogether. For him, to step forward is to enter into the unknowable. A great man is reluctant to step forward because he feels that this forward step may take him into something unknown, which may be unfriendly. A good man feels that the unknowable or the unknown is nothing but God veiled. Once we enter the unknowable and the unknown, God becomes unveiled — unveiled Reality, unveiled Divinity. So a good man is never afraid of progress. He knows that right ahead of him is the veiled Reality and, if he approaches this veiled Reality, it will become the unveiled Reality.
We can move forward only when we have confidence. Before we enter into the spiritual life, we have very little confidence, even in ourselves. We do not know or do not care to know that there is someone called God who can inundate us with confidence. But once we enter into the spiritual life, we see that it is God who offers us confidence. That is why we make progress and walk, march, run towards our destined Goal. At every moment God tells us that unless and until we also have divine confidence, we will not be able to make the fastest progress. Only when we have divine confidence can God’s Confidence operate most successfully and gloriously in us. And what is our divine confidence? It is the confidence that tells us we came from God, and so cannot mix with ignorance. We cannot swim in the sea of ignorance. No! We have to swim in the sea of Light and Delight.
The forward march, the inward march and the upward march are the same. If we take one step forward, we have to feel that simultaneously we have taken a step inward and a step upward. In our forward step, we see the Body of God. In our inward step, we see the Heart of God. In our upward step, we see the Soul of God. When we have the Body of God, the Heart of God and the Soul of God, at that time we do not need anything else.
We have to move on, move on far, farther, farthest; deep, deeper, deepest; high, higher, highest. Since we are seekers, there is no end to our achievement. We achieve on the strength of inner assurance — our assurance to God and God's assurance to us. God's constant assurance to us is this: "Children, you are all of Me, of My Infinity, Eternity and Immortality." Our assurance to God is this: "Father, we are for You. We are for Your manifestation, Your complete manifestation, Your perfect manifestation here on earth." In this way, when God assures us and we assure God, then our journey towards the highest Height, the deepest Depth and the farthest Beyond reaches its destined Goal; the Dream-Boat touches the Reality-Shore.
Published in Fifty Freedom-Boats to One Golden Shore, part 2
by Sri Chinmoy
Gandhi would never tell a lie. Once the inspector visited his school class and gave a few words of dictation. The third word was ‘kettle’. Gandhi’s friends were able to spell the word properly, but unfortunately Gandhi did not know how.
The inspector began going around to each and every student to check the papers. The teacher saw that Gandhi’s spelling was wrong, so with his foot he touched Gandhi’s leg to draw Gandhi’s attention. With his eyes he was telling Gandhi to look at somebody else’s paper. But Gandhi did not want to copy from anyone.
When the inspector came to Gandhi, he said, “Here I have found a mistake. This boy does not know how to spell ‘kettle’. He has written it ‘ketle’.”
The inspector didn’t get angry, but he was sad that one person did not know the answer. Finally, the inspector left.
The teacher was very angry with Gandhi. “I told you to look at your friend’s paper, but you didn’t listen to me. You are a disgrace to my class.”
Gandhi said, “I may be a disgrace, but I can’t tell a lie and I can’t say anything that is false.”
Gandhi was sad that he had made a mistake and had not been able to please his teacher, but he was happy that he had at least pleased himself by being honest.
The teacher was silent.
A friend of Gandhi’s once needed money and asked Gandhi if he could help him. Gandhi first said, “I have no money.” Then he conceded, “All right, I will try my best.”
Gandhi stole a piece of gold from his brother and sold it. He then gave the money to his friend. Afterwards, he felt miserable that he had stolen something.
He used to always tell his father everything. He did not keep any secrets from him. Although his father was very sick and bedridden, Gandhi wrote him a note, saying, “I stole a piece of gold and I feel very sad and miserable. Please forgive me.”
As soon as his father read the note, he immediately got up from his bed. Gandhi was afraid he was going to strike him. But there were tears in his father’s eyes. Then Gandhi thought that his father was very sad that his son had stolen something from his own brother. So he felt even more miserable. Finally, his father tore up the note and there were more tears in his eyes.
Gandhi assured his father, “Father, I will never steal anymore. This is my first and last time. Please do not cry.”
His father was so moved that he cried and cried. “I am crying, son, not because you have stolen something but because of your sincerity. You are always so truthful. I have never seen anybody as sincere as you. I am crying because of your sincerity, not because you have committed a theft. I am so proud of your sincerity and honesty.”
When he was thirteen, Gandhi got married to a girl of the same age. The two were extremely fond of each other. When Gandhi was about eighteen, he wanted to go to Europe to continue his college studies. By that time, his father had died and his mother was in charge of his life. Gandhi’s relatives also wanted Gandhi to go to Europe and they requested his mother to send her son. But she was very worried. She said, “No, no. If I send him to Europe, he will be ruined. Now he is so close to me. There he will start drinking, eating meat and mixing with women.”
Gandhi promised his mother that he would not drink, eat meat or mix with women, and he did keep his promise. After getting his degree in law, he came home. On his return he found that his mother had died.
Gandhi had a Muslim friend who always tried to persuade him to eat meat. “No,” Gandhi would answer him, “Hindus don’t eat meat, especially my caste. My ancestors never ate meat.”
But the friend insisted. “If you don’t eat meat, you will remain weak. You have to eat meat if you want to be physically strong.”
Gandhi very much wanted to be physically strong. “Are you sure it will make me strong?” he asked.
“Yes,” replied his Muslim friend.
Since Gandhi was very weak, one evening he tried some goat’s meat. That night Gandhi saw that the goat was crying inside his stomach. The goat was so miserable.
Gandhi cried, “I can’t eat meat anymore! I have seen the goat crying inside me.” And he gave up eating meat forever.
But he was fond of goat’s milk, and he used to drink it. “One can take goat’s milk,” he used to say, “but not goat’s meat.”
Published in Great Indian Meals: Divinely Delicious and Supremely Nourishing, part 9
by Sri Chinmoy
Anandamayee Ma hides her beauty
This incident took place when Anandamayee Ma was newly married. She was about sixteen or so. Her husband, Bholanath, was much older than she was. One day her husband brought a friend of his home. Bholanath wanted to show off what a beautiful wife he had.
At that time, Anandamayee Ma’s name was Nirmala Sundari. She was extremely beautiful, both inwardly and outwardly. On that day, when Bholanath arrived home with his friend, Bholanath saw to his great surprise that his wife had put a towel over her head and covered her face.
Bholanath said to her, “What are you doing? What are you doing? You do not want to see my friend?”
But Nirmala did not listen to him. She kept the towel on her head. Then Bholanath became furious. He asked her, “Who do you think you are?”
Nirmala took off the towel and said, “I am Brahman all-pervading.”
The husband was furious and the friend was amused.
The Guru and the disciple in one form
Anandamayee Ma did not have any Guru. At first she thought that it was necessary to have a Guru. Then she felt that it was not necessary. She prayed and meditated. Finally, in a deep meditation, she felt that her highest Self was the Guru and her lower self was the disciple. This moment she played the role of a disciple; next moment she played the role of her Master. This is how she initiated herself.
Anandamayee Ma did not listen to her husband. She passed her time in prayer and meditation. She was all the time self-absorbed. Her husband could not tolerate her behaviour. He used to beat her quite hard until she was black and blue. This went on for years.
Then one day she told him, “Wait for another two years. Then you will not be able to beat me any more.”
What happened? Within two years she gathered many devotees and her husband became frightened. He could not continue to treat his wife in such a rough manner. He touched her feet and begged her for forgiveness. Then he became her first real disciple.
The villagers were all shocked. How could a husband become his wife’s disciple? But Bholanath said, “I see her divinity. Previously I thought that she was possessed by demons. Now I see that she is possessed by God.”
Anandamayee Ma ceases to feed herself
One evening, in 1924, Anandamayee Ma said, “I am not going to eat food with my own hand any longer.”
From that day on, she was always fed by her disciples. They had to put food into her mouth. This went on until she left the body in 1982.
Once a disciple of Anandamayee Ma asked her, “Please tell me who you are. I want to know.”
She replied, “It is up to you. Whatever you think of me, I am that. If you think I am this, you are right. If another person thinks I am something else, he is right. As you think of me, so I am.”
Anandamayee Ma solves the religious disputes
India’s greatest religious festival is the Kumbha Mela. It takes place every twelve years. Millions of people attend, including many religious leaders and all kinds of devotees.
Sometimes the religious leaders go there to enjoy debating, and sometimes even quarrelling and fighting. Anandamayee Ma was also present on a number of occasions. Some leaders felt that they should go to her for wisdom. They used to come to her and she used to advise them. It happened for quite a few years that leaders of religious groups used to come to her for her wisdom-light. In this way, she was the one to prevent them from quarrelling and fighting.
The western world comes to know of Anandamayee Ma
It was Paramahansa Yogananda who brought Anandamayee Ma’s light to America. He wrote the Autobiography of a Yogi and in his autobiography he devoted a chapter to “The Bengali ‘Joy-Permeated Mother’.”
It was because Paramahansa Yogananda wrote about his meeting with Anandamayee Ma that the Western world came to know about her.
Anandamayee Ma's opinion was that each person is his own guru because each person listens to himself. He listens to his mind or his heart, so he is his own guru. Whatever comes to his mind, he does. Whatever he feels, he does. Therefore, each individual is his own guru.
Anandamayee Ma's simple advice
Anandamayee Ma used to advise her disciples to laugh and laugh and laugh. She said, “If you laugh, then you minimise your sufferings and also you unburden the sadness and sorrows of other human beings.”
This is why she encouraged her disciples to laugh to their heart’s content.
In the evening of her life, sometimes for days Anandamayee Ma did not take a bath. Once one disciple said to another, “Mother does not take a bath at all.”
The other disciple said, “Why does she have to take a bath? She has such a beautiful and pleasing fragrance in her body. She does not have to take a bath. She is not like us.”
The Mother overheard their conversation and the following day she bathed thirty times! The disciples were horrified, and they never brought up the subject again. Then, as usual, Anandamayee Ma stopped taking baths on a regular basis.
Published in The Power of Kindness and Other Stories
by Sri Chinmoy
at the Nexus Resort, Karambunai, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah, Malaysia
In the Indian tradition, if some songs are very, very famous, like Phire chalo, He partha sarathi and Ghana tamasabrita, it is a well-established practice for composers to use part of the melody and give credit to the source. It means that you are appreciating and admiring a particular melody. Others have written a song before you. You offer your own words, but the melody you carry in a similar way.
You have just sung my song Ami jabo, which has a similar tune to Phire chalo. The first part of my song Chalo chalo is similar to the melody of a very, very famous song that I used to sing in India. It starts wit Balo balo.
[Sri Chinmoy sings Balo balo balo sabe.]
That is the tune. My tune is a little bit different, but originally I was inspired by that song. I have written thousands and thousands of melodies, but in three or four cases I was inspired by others’ melodies, and in the Indian tradition, I gave credit to the source.
My songs for the Mother, Janani Mirar, and for Sri Aurobindo, Jaya Bhagaban Sri Aurobindo, I composed while looking at the Mother’s and Sri Aurobindo’s portraits in the main meditation hall at the Ashram. When I went there last month, I was inspired.*
Mira is the Mother’s name. How can I ever forget her affection and compassion, which she showered upon me?
*Sri Chinmoy composed Janani Mirar and Jaya Bhagaban Sri Aurobindo on 27 January 2002.
Published in Only One Power